This is how I've felt about life lately... Take it as you will.
I often desire
To Own, to Have
Things that I want
It's with me all the time
To be the genius
To own expensive items
I hate how much I want
I feel like I can't be the greatest
And get the greatest of life's pleasures
And can't create and do things people will cherish and love
No matter how much I want to
And I wish I did'nt want to
I feel like there are people who are infinitely superior and godlike
Compared to me.
Who have what they want
And have created what is loved
And at this point, I'm not sure if I'm that
I want to know what I'm supposed to do
And I want to know who I am
And what everybody else is
And as I live, I hope I'll obtain some of these things
And as I live, I'll want and want and want.